what a waste
disgrace embraced
touched the top
wary of the rock bottom
yet here i lie in limbo…
…slowly dying within
suffocation always reveals the coward in you
instead of giving in
you run full circle
back to the miserable beginning
contemplate release
relish in its reason
its space
its
breeze
contemplate inaction
as you wade shamefully
through
defeated
fate
Hell awaits yet another of your stumbling blind journeys.
intotheindigo 
💔🙏🏼
You know it is funny how little time a person can spend contemplating hell.
much less time than one spends on contemplating life’s end as a release, or living as a waste of time.
So true so often for so many people…