i’m afraid of leaving
and leading alone
following that Freedom
that encompasses
everything that i want
but seems the
farthest away from my grasp.
Courage urges me on
and Fear remains elusive
Guidance comes and goes
yet the vast unknown
overshadows my faltering steps
as i stumble after Chance.
intotheindigo 
you have the strength to walk alone, though mystifying nature, you should just move ahead.