i clutch at
their pearly spheres
as they stealthily slip off their string
and effortlessly fall
their luminescent sheen
reflecting off the floor
as they scatter away
i hold just one
and roll it between my fingers
knowing i’ll never find them all
i place it on my tongue
close my eyes
and spit it away
up into the air
it lands softly somewhere
i slowly peer and fear that i will see its peeking satined face
knowing i’ll never find them all
knowing that if i do
i’ll just want to swallow them all
for safe keeping