not now

it’s not your time

i wait to await you later

what you become

will always be cursed

by now


what you could be

still breathes expectantly

still lives longingly

bide your time within me

hold it to you willingly

do not…i beg you…do not make me do what i will

for i want everything i ever could for you

but now


you are not unwanted

not when

not when

it’s a matter of then


materialize now

and i have no

strength to promise

you the same when that you would have

if you knew what then that i await

2 thoughts on “not now

  1. Ami Fidèle says:

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    Congratulations 🙂

  2. Profound…what we seek escapes us…what we escape seeks us…letting-go…… A beautiful poem! You have captured it all,,,but I am sure “captured” is not your intent…instead, leave it free to be found…

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