not now

it’s not your time

i wait to await you later

what you become

will always be cursed

by now

+++++

what you could be

still breathes expectantly

still lives longingly

bide your time within me

hold it to you willingly

do not…i beg you…do not make me do what i will

for i want everything i ever could for you

but now

++++++

you are not unwanted

not when

not when

it’s a matter of then

but

materialize now

and i have no

strength to promise

you the same when that you would have

if you knew what then that i await

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2 thoughts on “not now

  1. Ami Fidèle says:

    Hey QueridaJ, I’ve nominated you for the liebster blog award, here are more details should you choose to accept,
    http://amidereve.wordpress.com/2013/05/01/libester-blog-award/
    Congratulations 🙂

  2. Profound…what we seek escapes us…what we escape seeks us…letting-go…… A beautiful poem! You have captured it all,,,but I am sure “captured” is not your intent…instead, leave it free to be found…

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