i wish patience wasn’t a virtue
that want wasn’t so wanton at times
that love truly at times just frustrates and disappoints
that missing someone could make you want to say goodbye
if only to stop missing them so badly
and realize the very next moment
the reason you want to leave
is to escape the pain of being left
intotheindigo 
No matter what stage of our life, or phase -it seems like everything boils down to the fear of being left.
Very true.
I like the title.
…and they are like inscriptions for different phases in life. How simply you keep a nerve on the burst of life particles. You are in the vision, Q, a lady with roses to fill the yard of love.