knowing

i cannot see past this misery

it catches me unaware

i avert my eyes from happiness

it is a but a cruel reminder

of all that i cautiously….yet…willingly….hoped would be

and though i’ve always prepared for failure

i feel winded even before the blow

i feel hollow even before i know

of what i fear i already know is true

i cannot begin to imagine

what this will do to me

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One thought on “knowing

  1. Soul Walker says:

    Queridaj,

    Though it is easier to say than believe I have been reminded that just maybe… just because something is done to you it does not mean it is the end… even when you fear it will be.

    -Soul Walker

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