i cannot see past this misery
it catches me unaware
i avert my eyes from happiness
it is a but a cruel reminder
of all that i cautiously….yet…willingly….hoped would be
and though i’ve always prepared for failure
i feel winded even before the blow
i feel hollow even before i know
of what i fear i already know is true
i cannot begin to imagine
what this will do to me
Queridaj,
Though it is easier to say than believe I have been reminded that just maybe… just because something is done to you it does not mean it is the end… even when you fear it will be.
-Soul Walker