is it easier or harder
to want what everyone else wants?
what we are smiled upon for wanting?
what we are supported and celebrated for wanting?
or is it harder to want what no one else thinks you should want?
what you will be lectured about, advised about, discouraged and guilted about?
is it easier to try your best to conform and worry how you fall short?
Or is it easier to strike your own path and bear the cold shoulders and disapproving glares?
this whispers, the dead silences, the piteous, the nervous and ingenuine smiles?
when does it become easier to do your thing?
when does it become easier to do what you want?
when does it become easier to achieve what seems to come so easy to others?
when does it become enough?
when does it become easier?
intotheindigo 
Very insightful! How well you put into words what so many of us go thru.
I certainly don’t know.