i’m trying (honestly i am)

i’m trying

i know you secretly think i’m not

i know you quietly think to yourself

no not hard enough

does she really want it bad enough

but I want to tell you

when you’ve been stuck in trying

long enough

you know you didn’t stop

you know you don’t want it any less

but you don’t know if it’s working

you don’t know if you’re making the same mistakes

and no one is ever going to tell you

no one is ever going to see you trying

and yet you can’t be what you are without keeping on 

and hoping someday it will matter…

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2 thoughts on “i’m trying (honestly i am)

  1. globalunison says:

    It’s beautiful and painful. We all try but may be sometimes it’s never good enough for everybody.
    I hope you re doing fine.
    Kind Regards,
    -Naima

    • QueridaJ says:

      Thank you Naima, yes it’s true, but that should not deter us from reaching our dreams, however rough and hidden the path may be from our eyes. Hope you are doing well, tc

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