What if we do not sleep after all at the end? What if we stay aware in a conscious void? This keeps me up at night.
**************************************
The writing stopped
Because it revealed
The truth too plainly
But fate has reminded me today
I knew what i wrote
I knew and i chose to forget.
**************************************
I envy your enthusiasm
A matter of time
You say
I nod
Believing
Maybe for all others.
intotheindigo 
As I stare
Deep in the dark
I say a prayer
Let others’ hopes
Seep into me
Along with their pains.