I’m sorry I think I asked for you…
As broken and weary and lost as you are
I think I still asked for you.
I asked to feel what i have never felt before
And you crossed my path and lingered long enough for me to know what that is.
And while I can feel all this pain of letting you go… I know I am stronger and staying with you will only make you feel more than I ever could.
Hurt you more than I have ever hurt myself… And so I let you go even though you made me feel… And it felt so good to actually feel.