Tried until i died

I await what i am worthy of

I have already done my time

With less and the lesser

The weak, the cruel, the manipulators

And so

Even though finding someone good and worthy of me remains fustrating, overwhelming and many many times unfailingly disheartening…

I guess all i can do is try until i don’t want to or die knowing i tried all i could.

You owe me big.