A sweet sensuous secret
Plays upon my lips
How I delight in holding it close to me
Softly whispering
in between your sweet kisses
That I’ll never tell.
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Why must i kill all my desires
To make peace with the fact
That you are going to deprive me?
Why must i have these hopes
In the first place
If they all are futile?
What will i ask
When you will not listen anymore?
Musings 2
Why do i relish in being empty?
Where did all that wistfulness go?
i don’t want what i wanted before
Even if it means i’m alone.
Musings
A mistake well forgotten
Is a mistake waiting to reoccur.
It’s sad but interesting
How we forget what caused us so
much misery.
Petits XVIII
What if we do not sleep after all at the end? What if we stay aware in a conscious void? This keeps me up at night.
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The writing stopped
Because it revealed
The truth too plainly
But fate has reminded me today
I knew what i wrote
I knew and i chose to forget.
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I envy your enthusiasm
A matter of time
You say
I nod
Believing
Maybe for all others.
Petits XVII
A sweet sensuous secret
Plays upon my lips
How I delight in holding it close to me
Softly whispering
in between your sweet kisses
That I’ll never tell
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The promise of pleasure
Conjures up piqued fantasies
That ever will pale
In comparison to what will come
And yet we wait with bated breath
For what will be
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I feel your soft breath
A gasp escapes
Errantly revealing
The desire i hold within
Afraid to let it be yours
Petits XVI
I always win
There’s prosperity in my touch
There’s blessings in my prayers
There’s luck in my wishes for you
Our friendship is the silver lining
My hope will become your potential realized
Too bad though
i love losing to those who say they care.
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Where I used to wince
There’s is only now wood
I knock upon it daily
Questioning if it will ever will be flesh once again.
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If you only like me…
Why have you done more than the one who said he loved me?
Why have you made me feel
When I was convinced that I’m all but hollow.
I hear a searching echo where i promised to only let in silence evermore.
A Dawning
Morning breaks
and i am grateful for now…
A tired little sigh of emptiness.
Thoughts that have kept me up at night
Have found their reels well worn
And give way to the newly reigning
And i caught in their shifting
Beguile myself for a moment of peace.
Petits XIV
a relief-ful sleep
a deep pressed sleep
a well steeped sleep
a much welcomed sleep
a tumble less slumber
an uninterrupted doze
now i bring my eyes to close
and sleep with peace on my mind
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an often seen post
“be happy for yourself”
“make yourself happy first”
“your happiness depends on you”
“you make your happiness”
“you are the creator of your joy”
a superficial toast to what one wants to be
but without you….i cannot seem to find myself
let alone find the joy sunken low within me
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another deadline written in the air
another supposed timely due date
another task for my fickle patience
arduous it is to wait and not waste away a little more each time
Petits XIII
one day you’re going to catch on
step back and pause
and know your inkling was right all along
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tainted i agree
and stained indelibly
as much as i do
to out its residue
it bleeds it bleeds
it seeps into my very being
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don’t believe in me
i’ll only let you down
don’t profess your trust
i’ll fall prey to suspicious thoughts
don’t hold out your hand
i just may brush it away
don’t uphold me in any way
i just might drag you down with me
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