A Dawning

Morning breaks

and i am grateful for now…

A tired little sigh of emptiness.

Thoughts that have kept me up at night
Have found their reels well worn
And give way to the newly reigning

And i caught in their shifting


Beguile myself for a moment of peace.

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Petits XIV

a relief-ful sleep

a deep pressed sleep

a well steeped sleep

a much welcomed sleep

a tumble less slumber

an uninterrupted doze

now i bring my eyes to close

and sleep with peace on my mind

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an often seen post

“be happy for yourself”

“make yourself happy first”

“your happiness depends on you”

“you make your happiness”

“you are the creator of your joy”

a superficial toast to what one wants to be

but without you….i cannot seem to find myself

let alone find the joy sunken low within me

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another deadline written in the air

another supposed timely due date

another task for my fickle patience

arduous it is to wait and not waste away a little more each time

Petits XIII

one day you’re going to catch on

step back and pause

and know your inkling was right all along

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tainted i agree

and stained indelibly 

as much as i do

to out its residue

it bleeds it bleeds

it seeps into my very being

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don’t believe in me

i’ll only let you down

don’t profess your trust

i’ll fall prey to suspicious thoughts

don’t hold out your hand

i just may brush it away

don’t uphold me in any way

i just might drag you down with me

 

 

Petits XII

It sparkles when spat on
It glimmers when wept on
If it ever was to…
It would only bleed dust

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a vine entwined

a leafy embrace

a subtle entreaty

a silent revenge

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awake through the hours

as weariness weighs

i fight slumber

to escape

dreaming of losing you

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 why don’t you know my favourite song?

is that just the only thing’s that’s wrong?

or has it just been too long?

what will i say

when i see you

finally

will i spy upon a stranger

will all those feelings stay as distant thoughts

will i break your heart

yet feel freed?

will i leave you

knowing that i’m leaving a part of me?

or will i know that you will always be mine

the very moment i see you?