unburden me

i cannot bear this burden

and so i give it up to you

so that i may have some peace

before you name me

as its bearer

i may regret it

i may mislead myself with hope

yet for now i cannot bear the weight

not before i know if it is mine to bear….

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a shallow feeling

a shallow feeling ferments
sight a contemptuous slit
smileless lines align to enclose
a sharply curling serpent worm.

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You know what would be good right now?
An end.
Yeah, an end.
so i have to never
contemplate all the misery spent
on thinking how much longer?

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how much longer?

until i finish appeasing
the baleful twisted victors…

until finally someone admits
the foundation’s breaking…

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I must be buried alive
fully rotting already
feed upon the very hate that
seeps from my inescapable trap.

Silenced Reason(s)

needling Silence stifles struggling Reason
Fury sees its chance to unfurl
Wrath sees its path cleared
Rage becomes reborn.

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is there ever
a day that goes by
that tears do not fall from the burdened eye?

A stony front
stubbornly tries
to seal its bleeding cracks.

no words are spoken without full thought, or so pretense vainly suggests.

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silenced reasons

mute yet struggling

astute yet mumbling

trying yet fumbling

to be heard.