I write mindlessly
Not knowing what i want to mean
Not knowing what I’m supposed to want
I reach out to no one
And feel no one needing me
But that’s not true
Everyone needs to not hear
Me out of chorus
Out of tune
Out of order
Out of sense
And searching for my own understanding
Because no one knows how long that could take
And who but i…if even i come to know…
Know what i really need to know?
Tag Archives: freedom
Belonging
i have simply become accustomed
to needing what has been named and deemed mine
though all that is mine
is no more mine
than i am
to me
nor how much i
am more yours
than we
and still i know
i am lighter and freer
without such much any
i cannot but yearn
to belong.
ready
i’m ready to lose you
ready to leave and
even if you disagree
and we can be as we
always were before
i’m ready to go
because
now
i’m ready
to be free.