help me please.
i would like to be lost.
don’t let me leave
i just might want to be.
find me please.
i keep straying
just so you would.
live for me
i want to remember
dying again.
dream for me please
if i wake i am afraid
i will live.
speak my words for me
i do not want to say
what i want to.
continue with me.
if i lead
i will wish
to keep me
in you.
No other reason
then from the goodness of your heart
you act without needing to
and that is all that matters.
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I hate to love you:
I am always yours,
I nor you are ever mine,
but as yours, as yours…as your only own…
I yearn…
for ours.
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my lips are bruised
from too many bitten back words
the tears only make them burn.
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you say you shouldn’t say
but you say it anyways
what height do you achieve
in bringing down what you held so high
trodding on what you notice
yet don’t.
intotheindigo 