How do i miss pretending?

It’s funny really

I missed you when I had you:

I missed all the things you did

For those fleeting charged moments

Then I missed how you seemed to

forget you were ever like that.

And now you’re not mine

(Not that you ever promised to be)

If anything you promised that was the

one thing you never could be…

And so what do i feel now?

How do you miss something you

never had?

How do you miss someone when you

were the one that wanted to let go?