What’s it called?
When you’ve seen it all happen before
The same old, same old
Just another way
The same lull
The same soft excitement in the further reaches of your mind
The cautious half imagined breath of relief
Disappointing.every.single.goddamn.time
And if possible!
Even more disappointing than it was before.
What’s it called when you still think maybe… Just maybe not this time.
What’s it called?
Ahh yes…stupidity.
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