Sunburnt

The sun does not warm my heart

As much as your presence does.

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I wonder when someone truly unworthy

Can invoke such love from me

What would it be like

If you loved me as much as I loved you?

Here i stand

I am not enough

I realized this so long ago

So young ago

And I know I said I would return

If You gave me reason enough

But now

Here i stand

Wishing secretly you would have proven me wrong…

Let me try just once more

To believe I’m one of the blessed